(Source: mustaina)
I just feel stupid for believing all of your lies all the time. I don’t feel like I should have to fight to make myself believe that I wasn’t a second option. And its so hard for me to believe anything you say, because I honestly don’t know what you’re doing behind my back. Granted things have gotten better, but I still can’t erase this hurt. I wish I could, I wish I could stop being so upset all the time because I keep replaying the conversations that I saw over and over again in my head. I just can’t get over it, and honestly I don’t see it getting any better. Too bad I can’t talk to you about any of this.. Whatevs. I need to go to bed, I’ve been up for too long:/